Out of sorts
Tuesday, Jan. 10, 2006, 4:12 p.m.

Today is just... wrong, somehow. I'm veeeery tired and keep getting sad about random things. I am ready for it to be over, really.

Hopefully this will at least transfer into being productive tonight. I think if my room were cleaner/more organized I would feel better in general. I think. But there are so many things like that... if my house was clean, if I lost weight, if I had a different job, blah blah blah then I'd be happy. And probably all those things can HELP but... I don't know. None of those would fix everything. But if they help then it's worth it, right?